i fucking love you. you’re my best friend and lover.
plz ignore me.
i fucking love you. you’re my best friend and lover.
had a weird dream, started scrolling down this old rabbit hole page of mine and holy fuck i am so happy i am not that sad anymore. shit has a crazy way of showing what life is all about. i wish i was never that mean to me littler self, you’re always growing.
to my love ✨
family forever 🍾💕
I’m leaving everything that I have known this Friday. I’m anxious as fuck but I’m ready.
This year was kinda everywhere with my emotions. Probably for many of us. I have realized what I can deal with & what I can’t. I have gotten myself out of the darkest times & I have brought myself to the best of times. It’s only one life in this dimension & some days might suck but when you hold close those people who genuinely care for you, it can’t be that bad. Going into this next year I have let go of a lot in my life. Letting go to those who I thought cared also to the moments in my life to where I look back & see how ugly my personal life got. The life we have right now is what we get to make it, I was repeating things hoping for a different outcome & the literal definition of that is insanity. I drove myself insane & kept asking why. I will not fall back into the pattern of making myself insane. This will definitely be a year to remember, not all bad, but some choices that I don’t want to stick with me.
